loneliness in my world

2005-04-22T21:42:00.000-07:00

two day nvr write blog liao... sian la... my life sux... it simply sucks... can someone help me... i am living in a world all by my self... i cannot express my self... i feel like no one care about me at all... i and dying.... i feel that the world has stopped turning... i cannot write anithing in detail all i can say is i need help... loneliness in my world...

2005-04-20T17:38:00.000-07:00

sianz... again 2day change into this new skin simple plan... cool sia... hope ppl come to my beautiful blog... hahas... jia hao now admiring my blog he still dun wanna tell me whether nice anot... to me quite nice... hahas i not bhb i mean it is nice ani way not i make one lo... i juz get from the blogskins .com. actually the skin is kelly clarkson one... although she rocks but to put her as my skin like gal la... haha... and like so diff to see some things... 2 day is another school day... den got the stupid chinese... CHINESE SUX... iT SUX, SARK, SUCK... just cannot stand it lo... den todae got the chinese spelling... boring... now the jia hao juz tell me my blog is PLAIN... how can he i mean it is so nice lo hahas... he say audrey's one nic3r lo... so bias... i go see audrey's one... so LAME... lo... this shows that jia hao still has an affection for her... hahas... okay back to the chinese thingy , as i expected i failed... stupid sia... next got the home econs... so fun... must hand in a worksheet followed by free period for 2 periods lo... cool sia... played some sadist game sawing ppl up and chopping penguin's head... all in animation so errr... not that disgusting... saw the happy tree friends... so funny... hahas... Later in the day still got science test lo... its such a easy test and i as a... science expert... actually got such a simple question wrong... but the question is stupid lo... it like which of these is not a decomposer... den i say fungi coz my fren go write... i actually wanted to chose either maggot or earthworm... but then cannot make my decision... so get wrong with my friend sheng hui... hahs stupid rite... scared sia... worried... if i lose to veronica in today's test den i mus pay her 1million monopoly money... lol imagine how many sets i need in order to pay her... but if i win hahas... she will need to buy alot of monopoly set to pay me 1million monopoly money... hahas... scarly i lose sia... dun tok bout it ani more... scared sia... den today got the maths remedial... den before that we went to eat at yoshinoya... J8... den saw glory's sis and the maid... omigosh the maid look like glory sia... i even tot it was her mother... hahs... funny... cannot belief the sis say shi yang like gay... hahas... should be joshua lo... hahas... cathi say she treat him only like jie muiz... hahas... pity josh... mistaken it for L_ _ _ hahas... den the after sch... err... nth happen la... and now writing this entry... later need to study for my favorite subject... Geography... got test 2molo... well there is a literiture assesment but i dun bother... i dun care about that boring subject... still must write testimonial for lilian and brianna... hahas busy life but boring... hiaz.. still looking for that miracle...

2005-04-19T06:29:00.000-07:00

today... another boring day... everyday is boring... sianz...errrr... now must study for the science exam 2molo... hand in home economics... everyday cram with homework... i really very sianz... bored... life is still boring... today went for bible study... learned a little... hope to get closer to God... he is my closest friend but sometimes i neglect him maybe this is why my life has been so dull... Light NEEDED... hahas so... later i must remember to do my quiet time talking to him...
errr... my expenses too high liao... must CUt... CUt... CUt... hahas... missed desperate housewife yesterday... tired la... sighz... 1 week once also can misss... i watch alot of tv leh... monday: desperate houseswife, tuesday: nothing, wednesday: amazing race, Thursday: american idol and the oc... Friday: SURVIVOR... imagine my kinda life... tv seems to be my past time... but still bored can u imagine me toking to myself everyday is like so sian lo... later must do the course work so sian... and den still must study science... but i must strive... must beat veronica tat idiot... science now like getting boring and boring... geography more fun... got mrs lau... she so kind and shows tender loving care... dunno why ppl dun like her... i like her way of teaching... maybe its because of my love for geography so everything that got to do with geography juz rocks... sigh 2molo no geography... sianz... this thursday got geography test must study... wanna beat that veronica until she throws in the towel... haha... maybe sometime i can be a geologist... hahas... yeah 2 day julia gabriel so fun... we come up with our own idea but we did not even get to perform den we the other groups give us so little marks for our draft of our drama... while sheng hui's lame and stupid idea actually came in first... cannot believe still a little mad... i mean i cannot believe mr bill actually acccepted their idea... its so like not suitable... i mean we are not performing to a group of lout ppl... hiaz... nvm... omigosh!!! look at the time 6... going to 6:30 liao still haven do coursework and study science yet... kae den i write until here... 2 molo den i write... More!!!

2005-04-18T21:29:00.000-07:00

hiaz... the day is still so boring for me... my life is a mess... hiaz... i wish i had some one to tok to... Boring... whole day on this com making this blog... lol
first ime sia write blog... hahas... exam coming i oso haven study yet... hiaz... must do well ar... parents say will bring me to some where... maybe usa... if i get top 10 in class...
i oso wanna get for myself... budden evertime like no mood to study... hahas
hw oso nvr do... i too sian liao... no mood... why do boy not have pms... hahas...
juz wondering... toDay go to the science centre lo den catch things den play lo... not much la...
den after tat got choir wad... miss eee caqme todae... saw her... so long since i saw her in syf as our conductor... silver... boring why not gold...things always dun go my way. maybe its just... hiaz... dunno la... actually i so outdated lo... ppl write on their blog this matter like so long ago me now den write... hahas... jajaja... sian la... needing someone to brighten up my day... haiz... life for me is just boring... go sch tok, study, den go home, use com, sian... hiaz...
hope for a betta day 2molo...

2005-04-18T20:47:00.000-07:00

errr... testing, testing, 1, 2, 3

2005-04-18T05:43:00.000-07:00

errrr... just created a blog so my first one test test onli la...
hahas